I have seen a lot of people here talk of heartache, and lost love, and have talked to probably as many as I have seen.
I guess that is just what my life is here for, but a lot of people don't understand or maybe they do, that the greatest heartache is that of a lost love or lost friendship.
What a lot don't realize, or fail to express is that the separation of a love or true friend also brings on it's own special heartache. Don't ask me to explain, this one that the Doctor has no answer for, but it is out there. Even though the mind knows that they will be back and that you can always talk to them over the phone or the net, the heart still aches for their presence to be there, close by. There is no rhyme, no reason but nonetheless it is there. Some of these heartaches are bearable, and some are almost intolerable.
The bond of true friends, like that of lovers, is based in a special type of love, and no matter what when that bond is stretched and tested, from miles and time, it is a heartache, just like the overabundance of joy you feel in the good times when you are close and your friend/lover is happy you are overjoyed for friends or lovers. It doesn't matter that love for each other is a strong bond, almost impossible to break. You feel each others moods, if when is in a good mood and the other is in a bad mood, the one in the good mood starts to feel bad and love kicks in to bring the one in a bad mood up out of the funk and into a happy mood. It is, for the most part, human nature.
Why does love or friendship hurt? The closest I can come to this is because when you have love for your significant other or your friend, you are a part of each other, and when separated, is almost the same as tearing a piece of your heart that won't be whole again until it is right back were it belongs.
So people, treasure those close to you, friends, lovers and families for they are now, and forever will remain a part of you, and for that one is a richer person.
Maybe, you will read this and get a little glimpse into what love is really about. Many do not know how much it hurts me to see others hurting, and though some may think I am a miracle worker, I am just a person, like any other person, I laugh, I cry I feel, though most do not know or see that part of me, the me they see is the one that is always there for them, or someone else, for that is the me that was put here on earth.
Well, I don't know what you think of this, it just came out of me and for why, I don't even know, it just did and I thank you for listening to my rambling for a little while, to keep my sanity, this is how I recharge, and the first time it has been seen out in the open, it is normally written in a book and hidden away for only me to see, if I ever open it again because it drains me so much.
