I just don't give a shit if you people like this are not. I'm sick of always haveing my heart riped to hell by people. I don't care if you like H.I.M. or not, I love H.I.M. Anyways in one of their song theres a line thats go's something like this,Is it so hard to blieve hearts are meant to be broken, if i fucked up this line please fucking forgive me,I'm shaking as I write this,because I'm so upset. I just got out of the ER because my ex showed up out of the blue when he found out i was looking for a new love. Because of that as well as haveing a shity week were one of the people I loved died , another going in for rounds 6 for cancer and geting my home sold out from under my feet, i just don't give a fuck right now.I'm sick of every damn time I turn around and do something good for someone eles geting my fucking heart riped out from me every damn time. What is with crap people. You think you can just fucking do what ever the hell you want to who ever you want. Well it fucking wwrong,you know it, beccause how many of you out their can say they never got used ,never got ther heart riped out ,never fucked up,never lived the real way. I mean enough of the bull shit, we are all fucking humens ,we all have gone through things good and bad, so why must you act like your better then the rest of us,just sick of it. So you can take this entry any way you want ,it's just my way of dealing with shit, and if i upset or pissed off any of you i am truely sorry ,not what i wanted to do ,just needed to get this shit off my mind and heart.
