It all started out tonight. I don't know whats going threw my mothers head. Tonight we was all having dinner. Ok I know I am hard to shop for for christmas so I thought I would tell her what I wanted for christmas. She looks at me and tells me I am not getting you anything for christmas. She said you don't need anything, I bought stuff for your brother and sister and thats enough. Now I can understand if what I was asking for was very high priced or something. But its not its only $30. Now I know some of you that read this will think that I am crazy and think that can be expensive which yeah it can be to some. But hell she bought my sister a new tv and a dvd player, which she already has both that works perfectly fine. God only knows what she got my brother I can just imigine. I don't get why she is so cold towards me. I know she wasn't joking when she said I am not getting you anything for christmas just by the tone of her voice and Facial expression. I don't even want to go over to her house now for christmas cause whats going to be the point. I know its to spend time with family but hell I can spend time with my brother and sister other times. I just really makes me mad that my mom is this way towards me and she always has been. She blames me for alot of stuff and holds everything she can against me. I am sick of it. I am not looking for sympthy or anything I just had to get this off my chest its been bugging me all day.
