Inspiration
There is alway's somethin or someone that inpire's you to do whatever it is you do. So,
with that being said. Who or what inpire's you to dance,sing,write,talk,draw or whatever?
Is there a person in your life that is so incribile to you. Does that person tell you that
you can do or be anything you want to be? Does that person tell you how good your are at
great at something and that you should presue it? Does that person just let's you be you
and not try to change you into what they want you to be? Does that person just listen to
you, give you advice on somethin that you ask them for advice on, does that person give
you a shoulder to cry on whenever you need it? Or does somethin else tatally different
inspire you like a movie,a song,a drawin, a poem or somethin?
It doesn't have to be a person who inspire's you. It can be anything or anyone. It
can be a blog that you read online or what have you. I think that you can find inspiration
in everything and everywhere. It doesn't matter what it is or who it is. It just matter's
that you have been inspired to do whatever it is that you are doing or what you want to
do. As long as you are inspired to do something. It doesn't matter if you are inspired to
do something great aweful big or small. You are inspire one way or another. That is all
that matter's. That is all that should matter. If no-one is approvin of what it is that
you are doin or that you what to do that shouldn't matter. It just matter's whether or
not that you do it.
Now, I am not sayin to go out and rob a store but if you are inspired to do
somethin then at least people can know that you are listenin and that you can be reached
through somethin. It just mean's that everyone should think and listen before doin
anythin. The one's who really need inspiration are all the kid's in the world. They
learn everythin the do and say from grown up's. So grown up should be very careful of
what they say and do. If you are ot are not around any kid's because even if you are not
around any kid's there is still a chance that there is a kid's out there that look's
up to you in one form or another. You don't ever want to be bad influence on any child.
I know from experience. The reason I know is because there has been many people
and thing's that have inspired me. My first inspiration that I can remember came from the
last place I ever expected my Mother. She is or as she say's was a person who sell's
herself for drug's alcohol and money. She was never there for her children but when she
was she would beat us sell us and drug us. If she sold her kid's she did it for money
drug's or jsut becasue a man asked her to do it for them. It inspired me to try to
alway's no matter what be there for my kid's. I don't have custody of all my kid's and
the reason of that is I couldn't afford to raise them or I was with someone who was
indangerin my kid's so I gave them to some people I knew would be able to afford to raise
them or protect them. It was the hardest thing I had to do but I knew it was for the best
or that it was in their best interest. I knew I was different than my mother. I was a
grown up who would do anythin for her children unlike my mother. My mother inspired me to
be totally different then her from what I experienced growin up. That was the only good
thin she ever did for my and my brother's and sister's. She inspired us to be more carin
for our kid's. One of my other inspiration for that change come from my aunt. She didn't
have to but she did. She was a mom to me and my brother's and sister's when she didn't
have to be. She stepped in and took over when my mom wasn't being a parent.
Another person who inspired me growing up was my brother who is just 1 year older
than me. He was there for me when our aunt couldn't be. He was also a dad to me. His dad
is on my birth cerificate as my dad but he isn't my really dad and I don't know who is.
Well my brother's dad couldn't alway's be there for us so his son stepped up and raised
me even through he was just a year older then me. He alway's stood up for me when I needed
his help. He taught me how to fight when his dad wasn't able to. He took care of me when
I was sick. When I got into a fight he was there by my side fighting with me. He gave me
a shoulder to cry on whenever I needed it. He gave me bad and good advice when I asked
for it and sometime's whether I asked for it or not he gave it to me. He was my best
friend growing up. Which we were for the most part living on the street's which wasn't
alway's by our choosing but it took place. He was there for me no matter what. He has
alway's told me how good I was at doing something's and whated me to presue those thing's.
I have some of them but alot of them I haven't. One of those thing's he said I was great
at was inspiring other's. I didn't understand him. He told me inpire other's b doing
several different thing's. Thing's like living in pain all the time and refusing to take
anything for the pain, my poem's that I write, my art drawing's and alway's willing to
help the poeple I care about whether they be family or friend's. He say's that I have a
good heart and alot of poeple take advantage it me for that and no matter how much I get
taking for granted I still open m heart up to those who do it. He said he wouldn't but
I inspire him to do it and all.
One of the other inspiration's in my life is my husband who no matter what
stand's by me and tell's me that he will never let anyone hurt me again and he will
alway's be there by my side for better or worst in sickness and health. Another thing
that inspire's me is a song called Give Me Something to Beleive In. It is by the group
Poison and it is so true. Just listen to the word's and listen to them carefully and you
will see in your own way how that song inspire's anyone who listen's to it.
So you see anythin or anyone can inspire you. My brother aunt and husband has
inspired me to make this blog.