Mr Wolfie's blog: "my dark days!"

Ahead of me is a wall of rock I have not seen before, am I lost or did this rock simply winked into existence before I arrived... I don’t understand what is going on anymore... it is as though I am walking through a nightmare I cannot wake from no matter how hard I try I just seem to find yet another level of this dream... this... waking nightmare... HELL I don’t even know what I’m really talking about anymore... everything seems to be blending into together as one and I am just getting more and more confused... what am I doing? Where am I going?
Is it time to move on? Or is it time to stand and fight?
Why do I find this all so hard to understand?
Tell me do you know what you’re doing... I mean truly know what you’re doing. Or are you simply walking through life blind hoping that when you reach your goal you will understand what you are doing here... foolishness.. You need to know what you’re doing... You need to understand that this life bares more respect...
There is only so much I will do to help and guide you... only so much I can do for I have not reached an understanding as to what the hell I am doing here... or why I bother to do anything at all. But that will never stop me from trying to help as best as I can... if I can at all.
Well now that I have that over with what next? I haven’t really been up to much... writing is coming along pretty good, working on a few projects actually but ah it’s a writer’s life huh lol... just need to keep myself sane if at all possible. I think it is if I can put enough effort into it. But until then I think adopting a mask for a while may be the best course of action huh ^_^ like I said... only for now.
You know I have allot floating around in my head but only a small portion of that gets put to this thing...  sometimes I wish I could just let it all go. But I’m not allowed to just let things go.
Speaking of not letting things go, I really hate hard headed people they get under my skin not to mention the fact that my stress level has gone up a few notches of late I can feel the burn on the back of my neck now, I don’t tell people the significants of that but well it’s better that way... needless to say too much stress if very unhealthy for me. Ah but what are ya going to do huh? Nothing really we are stuck where we are... it’s just the way it is in the end. All I can do is grit my teeth and bare the load that keeps getting thrown onto me, one day it will end I know it will... just need to bare it a little longer that’s all.
Well I don’t know about you but I am done for now... I think I’m going to post this then crawl inside myself and try to forget life for a little while. Have a good night/day my dear ones.