well its official..the car is going bye bye....a valve broke and fell into the piston...1200$ job...and that on top of the other 2 grand worth of stuff it would need to pass inspection in october...well i'll just be getting a new car by then instead...one with far less miles...
and of course b/c of all the crap going on otherwise i'm fucking broke as all hell...i'm just barely scraping by...if anyone wants to contribute to the "help krissi survive fund" i am taking donations now...(thats a joke...i dont want ur money)...
oh and the constant paranoia of running into the ex idiot..thats a blast...and it's just getting worse as that anniversary approaches...by october i'll be a complete wreck...friday's fall like weather proved that to me...totally reminded me of the last few happy moments i had...and of course the collapse of my universe...
but besides all that i still have the ability to laugh...good thing huh?...i'm hoping so...if ya really wanna make me happy u should come keep my company during my radio shows in the dungeon of the damned...
but its exessively late...my bed is calling...just felt like throwing this in here b4 i went...