Lauribug Fubar KNOWS drama's blog: "Bored"

I have a lot to say, but I choose not to.  Unspoken truths are sometimes the most important.  We know what we do in our actions, and we learn consequences to them.  If you are not learning important life factors everyday then what is your purpose?  People seriously think that their wrongdoings will rarely backfire.  But it does not matter if it is today, tomorrow, or fifteen years from now: Karma will present itself.  For life only returns what you give it.  If you wanna live in lies then eventually your life will be a lie.  Clean up is harder the more trash you throw around.  Lies only benefit those that fabricate them.  It is true what they say when you are being selfish: The world does not revolved around you.  But in honesty, we are the center of orbit in our own individual worlds.  When we are hurt, it is the "most important thing in the world."  To us.  I do not like to hurt anyone or anything, but to live a life without pain is simply unrealistic. A fantasy, but unrealistic. 

Repetitiveness is in our daily lives unless we are gifting ourselves with a new voyage everyday; but still repetitiveness exists.  We all crave comfort, love, passion, excitement, rarities, and pushing boundaries.  Everything we do in life is for ourselves, or if lucky enough, for our children, family, and loved ones.  But the most important factor, at least to me, is living life for myself.  When I am fifty years old and writing my life's story for my children, will I be satisfied?  Or will I wish I had jumped with my friends into the lake?  Will I wish I had loved my man more?  Or will I wish I had been single and devoted my love to myself?  Will I wish I had played that lottery ticket?  Or will I wish I had saved the money?  Will I wish I hadn't moved to a certain place?  Or will I wonder what in the hell I was doing?  How much time do we spend thinking about the past?  I choose to think of my future, if only for these five minutes...

If we have such profound statements to make, what holds us back?  What is the real deciding factor for us when it comes to what we do and say in every aspect of life?  Believe me, I could embarrasspeople.  I could post it on your facebook, tag you, leave a note on your front door or car, call at the worst time, send a letter to your boss, etc.  But that is what we consider insane.  Plus, we as humans do not inflict Karma.  Karma is a bad bitch that does not need anyone working for her.  It is when we take Karma's job that we put ourselves on her hit list.  As much as I would love to make certain people realize their actions, I have to step back.  Because what you do everyday will affect you in the long run.  If those that do wrong do not learn from their peers and "friends," they will learn themselves and it will be a thousand times more painful. 

So decide what you want to do with yourself.  Do not use people, because then you will be used.  Do not lie, cause everyday you are being lied to.  Do not cheat, for you will be cheated.  If you think you are too good for life's rules that everyone has to figure out for themselves, then deal with the life you have created for yourself, and do not complain. 

Simply: Our life is ours.  Do with it what you will, but with common sense.