Distressed Disillusion
I remember a touch
I remember so much
I remember distinction
I remember gentle feelings
Caresses and attention
bring a sort of smile
Careless direction
Brings thoughts of denial
Flotsam
Dripping
Directionless feelings
Floundering
Reeling
Trying to forget feelings
I wish to be filled
like a lake beneath a hill
With heartfelt attention
Not this rotting apprehension
Splashing
Crashing
Falling down
Awakened from disaster with a frown
I feel surrounded by feelings
Heels grounded and bleeding
And still floating about these constraints
I find some remains
of shoreline laughter
Reefed pitter patter
Hope remains in this
Waves of bliss
Wrapped in the embrace of a warm pair of breasts
@Aug,1999
