Picking my brains you want to see what I am made of but to find what I am made of may shock you.
My brain works in weird ways sometimes loving others cold hearted but this all part of the plan.
Sometimes I question my worth to those in my life for they would survive without me.
My heart has a wall built which is thicker and stronger than anyone can imagine for to let that wall come down makes me vulnerable to feelings.
Never let my actions fool you for they are true I am proud of who I am but sometimes I rather run and hide into my shell its my protection from the world.
Someday’s I feel worthless to those around me and I fight that every time I turn around
Maybe someday I will see I am worthy of all everyone seeks but till then I will keep everyone close but arms length away
Just till that day I’ll pretend everything is just fine!!