882850's blog: "Just a Poem .."

As most know me .. im one to laugh love and play .. thats me .. i love to have fun and such .. but time is always a burden to me .. cant ever sleep .. ha ha .. but ya'll know that ... i was one today and certain someone popped into my mind ... but anyways ... i get to get my son today which is def a plus .. i love my lil guy .... havent talked to him since sunday night when i dropped him off at his moms... he gashed his head open pretty bad sunday about 6 .. blood was everywhere .. but hes all good ... lol .. you know that kid off of big mama's house 2 .. the jumper .. well thats noah .. hes a strong one but i tell ya hes scares me sometimes ... gotta keep a eye on him thats for sure .. but anyways .. much love .. love you .. love me .. and drop me some lines !! Jessie .. A.K.A. wisdom969 on yaheeze

Maybe Someday Home is where the heart is; isn't that what people say? But there are times it's not the truth and it doesn't work that way Sometimes there is that someone who comes into your heart When you don't even notice and that is when it starts That seed is planted deep within and then it starts to grow And then before much time has passed you're aware, and then you know This love becomes your passion and fight it as you will Your dreams, your thoughts, your waking hours keep trying to fulfill.. The burning love that's deep inside that wants to scream and shout For the one who knows you not with cries, "please let me out" I cannot say how this will end I only know for sure That there is someone in my heart that forever will endure So, home's not where my heart is and, yes, it's sad to say.... I love someone that knows it not oh, to hope...maybe someday..... Jessie

Love and Faith When i touched your skin for the first time It drew tears from my mind Leaving my mouth and heart empty That this moment in the garden of love I will forever cherish There is no other with the presence of you To keep me warm with love and faith I've never felt this way about anyone The way you have this strong hold On my body and mind There is only one place for you And that's next to my heart. Jessie

How can I say How can i say... that you mean so much to me. How can I say... that we were meant to be. How can I say... I can believe that you're mine. How can I say... to you I would never decline. How can I say... those feelings that I feel, How can I say... that they're definately for real. How can I say... my soul thrives on your love. How can I say... that's what it's made of. How can I say... that no matter what you do. How can I say... I will always love you. How can I say... You're more than just a friend. How can I say... I will love you until the very end. Jessie

Hate And Greed I AM GOOD AT MANY THINGS A FACT THAT YOU NEVER REALIZED AND I CAN SUCCEED AT MANY THINGS A FACT THAT YOU WILL IDOLIZE BECAUSE I AM WHAT YOU NEVER WANTED ME TO BE AND BECAUSE I HAVE THE DETERMINATION TO SUCCEED AND I'VE ADAPTED TO OTHER PEOPLES ANGER AND GREED AND I AM EXACTLY WHAT YOU SEE FOR NOW AND FOREVER YOU'LL SEE WHAT YOU WANT AND HATE TOGETHER BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER ADMIT THAT I HAVE MADE IT THROUGH ALL YOUR SHIT ALL THE WAY AND NOWHERE BEHIND AND IT'LL BE OK THAT YOU'RE IN THE BACK OF THE LINE

From the heart If you were a teardrop In my eye, For fear of losing you I would never cry. And if the golden sun Should cease to shine its light, Just one smile from you Would make my whole world bright. When leaves have fallen from the trees And the sky is filled with storm, Just the thought of your gentle touch Is enough to keep me warm. When the moon up in the sky Shines a faint blue light, Memories of times we've shared Will keep me from sleep at night. If only i had the courage To speak these words to you. Every one is from the heart And couldn't be more true Jessie

Friends By Chance One day you sat before your screen Typed to some nonsence name like mine We entered into a sea of text And our world would never be the same Who would have thought in this text filled world With faceless voiceless words we used I would find someone like you to bring Joyous rainbows and happiness without end Now everyday before my screen I sit and type and ponder How someone I have never seen Could fill my world with wonder People say you cannot love someone That is a stranger so very far away They cannot judge what they do not know They have no concept of the seeds of friendship we sow Even though my dear sweet friend Beside you I cannot be I know deep down inside my heart You will always be standing next to me! Jessie

Dream of Me Dream of me tonight, the way you always wanted, the way you always imagined, just hold me like before. Caress the lips you used to kiss, whisper that I'm the one you've never forgotten, the one you'll always miss. Stare into these eyes of mine, that drove you crazy with just one glance, pretend that I'm a glass of wine, and drink slowly so the dream can last. I'll leave for now, but I'll be back, So dream of every moment. because, I swear, what once we were... will forever remain vacant. Jessie

Oh, this foolish heart of mine why do you keep on yearning For the one that isn't mine and keeping this flame burning You know this love can never be so why not set it free Instead of hanging onto it..so free from it I'll be Everytime my mind's made up to try hard to forget This heart of mine starts longing and again I am beset.. With thoughts of what could be and all the how's and why's Yet, knowing that it's all in vain and then I start to cry Oh, this foolish heart of mine.. oh please, please set me free From the love I have for one that cannot ever be My heart has held on to this love for such a very long time I guess my heart keeps hoping... someday that love will be mine Jessie

Wasting Time As I sit here with time to kill I think of you as I always will I sit and look at the wall and say That was such a wasted day Without you the pain that is here Will last a long year But as it goes away I find a way To say I Love You each and every day As time waste away Jessie