confusion...thats what my head is full of...ever been to a point in your life where you know exactly what you want but haven't the slightest idea on how to get it? well thats me right now...head over heels, completely at his mercy...yet still confused about where he stands...so how do i sort out all this confusion? i'm keeping it all to myself right now cuz everytime i opened my mouth before it blew up in my face...but then again writing a blog is kind of like opening up i guess..oh well. i feel like i'm going to burst into tears any moment cuz i want nothing more than for the feelings to be returned...someday i guess...
