Iunno....I have that DAMNED song stuck in my head right now....Ryan got off the plan bout half an hour ago. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! Lemme alone, I've missed my lil brother. I don't give a damn if he's taller then me.....and I still will say this...ANYONE tries to corrupt my lil brother or hurt him or anything....I'LL WHOOP YOUR ASS!!! No touchy my brother. no no no no no no no no no. He's starting real high school next year. I'm so proud of him. He's gunan be an actual sophomore. Not just be in special ed and get a certificate of attendance...he's going to get a diploma...this is the first time in a loooooooooooooooooong time that theres any chance that Ryan will lead a normal life. I'm so happy and proud of him. I know he'll make it...hell..he'll probably be an executive and I'll be working for him later in life. If that happens, atleast I know I wont get screwed over by my boss.
He's going through puberty now...so he's actually started getting interested in girls...but he's still behind the power curb...everyone htinks he's cute..and I kn ow it hurts him because he doesnt understand why hes liek the way he is. Or why people see him differently....doesn't bother me any...he IS normal to me...I just want him to someday find someone who wont ridicule him and wo will love him and give him a fmaily because hes told me he wnats a wife and a family..I just hope one day he can have that.
But i'll be damned if my lil brother is corrupted right now!! Ryan=Virgin..it's engraved in stone in my head. for the time being....I don't care if he's 18...mentally he's only 12...he'll get there soon enough though..and when he does..I'll be right there to pick on him because I have every right to..being big sister and all..MUWHAHAHAHAHA
