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Many of you won’t read this and that’s OK. My real friends will and that is who I’ve written this for anyway. I want to give credit where credit is due. My life was a shambles. I had invested my whole life caring for and loving Sheila in spite of everything thrown my way and she died. Just died and left me to pick up the pieces. I’ve written often about my devastation. I had lost the will to live. I was merely existing. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, didn’t care. I could muster no feelings for anything. I was an empty shell.
Time passed and the rawness of my hurt finally scarred over and I was able a little at a time resume trying to get my life back. I opened up my heart a tiny piece at a time. I met several wonderful people and tried so hard to have a relationship with them. While they gave all they could, I just wasn’t as ready as I thought I was to receive. Only God knew when I would be ready.
Then last October I met Vicki online. What started was just a friendship but has since blossomed into much, much more. God had plans for me that He put into motion some 53 years ago without me even dreaming such a thing was happening. Everything that has ever happened in my life was preparing me to be with the person I was meant to be with from the beginning of time. Yes, I believe with my whole heart that God had ordained from the first moment of creation my being with Vicki. For 53 years her life experiences paralleled mine even though we were 700 miles apart. When we compare childhood memories we went through the same things, liked the same things, believed the same things and experienced the same things. As adults we went through the same kinds of relationships, had the same kinds of hurts, the same feelings. Every single thing we each went through together separately joins us perfectly together today. It is totally unbelievable yet it is true.
God took my anger, my hurt, my emotional death and He resurrected me. He has replaced my sorrow with joy. He has filled the empty void in my heart with happiness and life. He has provided me finally with my soul-mate. He brought Vicki into my life. She was 700 miles away but now she is here. God is Good…. All the time. We are getting married on the 27th of June. I look truly forward to the next 67 years or so with her.
