I am just letting everything hit me today and I dont know if its cause i work to much and dont spend enough time with my kids or what the deal is but I decided that instead of keeping it to myself I would let everyone on my friends list read about it.
I am tired of being treated like a door mat, the only time anyone has anything to do with me is when it is convenient for them. I have 3 children with different fathers and I went through alot with my oldest sons dad and he doesnt even acknowledge him. My middle child his father at least is in his life and wants something to do with him and makes sure that i am doing alright. My young child's father, has cheated on me a million times he is always doing something so i just told him i am done he can stay and help take care of his daughter if he wants even though i dont need him i can do it alone. I am tired of being told lets just be friends I guess I will never settle down and be in love or have anyone for just me. Every man I have been with has cheated on me. So I guess I will become a prude as people call it.
Well gotta get back to work i work in a stressful job and its days like today when i have to work 15 hours that i get frustrated.