So, insomnia, once again, stole away my night. Normally I would have spent my time in "The Real Deal Lounge" with my FuFriends, who Fu-Rock. But my mood was lacking. So, instead of bringing the online party down, I opted for point whoring.
Well, hours later, and so many pics, mumms, blogs, and stashes rated... And like a grand earning of a few hundred Fubucks and a few points, I decided I might just waste soem time blogging.
12:22 in the afternoon,and I just broke down and took some of my narcotic medication. I usually try to avoid these meds for the simple fact that they are narcotic. But, with a documented diagnosis of post traumatic stress disorder, sometimes necessity gets the better part of valor.
So, Xanax induced blogs are what my Fuworld receives, from me, today.
I would post a Mumm for some really easy points. But I have yet to get used to being called "gay", "ugly", "huge eared", "retarded", and the plethora of other insults that the Mumm folks love to toss around. It's not that I am think skinned, mind you. I am just as, if not more, sarcastic and capable of abuse as anyone who's flamed my Mumms. I just never have the urge to express myself, that way, online.
Takes a HUGE set of nuts to insult somebody who you know lives far, far away and who isn't going to drive to your house and beat your ass for your trespasses.
I prefer, when it is applicable, to pick my battles, and then deal with them, in the real world, where my opponent actually has the option of defending himself. Call my old school, or crazy, or whatever. I just don't see the point of coming to a social networking sight JUST to be antisocial. Though I am a big fan of antisocial things in general. Just not the cowardly sort.
Having said that, point whoring is quite the temptation, in this "My Fu rank is bigger than YOUR Fu rank" domain, and I will probably post a Mumm at some point today, just to finalize my next level-up.
My general experience, aside from some flames, though has been unbelievably positive. I'm still recovering from a life altering break up, from a long term relationship, in ways. And Fubar has provided me with a very much needed distraction. I am sincerely grateful for all of the people who have interacted with me, rated me WAY higher than my "average" looks deserve. And even to the smart asses for giving me a few laughs. Even if those laughs were cowardly little bards, to some degree.
I mean at least the dipshit who said I have HUGE ears kept my mind off of my depression for a few minutes. And, for the record, they are NOT huge, they're just attached to a skinny guys face. It's a perspective thing. So go study ART, huge ear calling guy!
My time spent in the "Real Deal" lounge always makes my day. I know that the people there, for the most part, think I am insane. I go there for stress reduction, and distraction, and that is exactly what I accomplish. I leave my entire real world behind whilst in the lounge. I joke. I say off the wall things just to see if anyone replies. I get snarky. I, then, buy a few rounds and throw a few compliments to keep things all on an even keel. It's not the largest lounge on Fubar, by any means. But the people there are really warm, fun, and caring.
Besides, they play ANY music requested, and I find no end in the joy of being able to request death metal right after some Fergie song was just played. The reactions are priceless.
And I can't be that bad at it. I'm barely Fu- literate and I already have a Rolex in my giftbox. And a Rolex from a woman who rates in the "top 100" here, all of the time.
LaLa, darlin'. I do so admire, respect, and love you! Oh, and your heathen, psycho husband too! One day, if fate permits, I would love to have a few beers with both of you!
Tara, and Docy... Same applies. Big Love, you are my new hero. And Tara, if ya weren't married... I'd SSSSSOOOOO be hitting on you to the point where you'd probably involve magistrates just to get me to stop! You are an incredible woman!
And, having spat all of that out, into this overly inflated blog (Which all my blogs tend to be, except the angry ones), it is time for me to find a new distraction! Have a kick ass day (To the three people who will read this and the 1.3 of you who will make it this far!)
