These Feelings of Doubt , Pain , Bitterness . Thus brings Chaos , Confusion , Isolation . I feel like Judas , with your whispers in my ear . My deceptions so unclear . My heart sinks lower in my chest . The images I try to repress . I hear my demons mocking me from a distance . I continue my path . Leading me to my own demise . I trip along the way . Pause to see another way . There's no where to turn , when you cut yourself off , from everything .Just Like Judas . How do you ask forgiveness . When you betrayed the one person . That could give you your salvation . How do you pick up the pieces and move on . When your hated by all , Loved by none . And As the story goes . In a single day , driven to madness , by his own guilt . He persecuted himself in the shadow of Olive branch . Deceit with in a kiss....
