WOW THE SHIT THAT RUNS THRU MY HEAD RIGHT NOW I KNOW IM REALLY FUCKING HIGH SO I AM GONNA JUST SAY THIS HOW COME IT IS ALWAYS THE ONE THAT YOU DEDICATE YOUR EVERYTHING TO THAT ALWAYS HURTS YOU AND THAN LIES ON TOP OF IT HELL WHY THE FUCK WOULD HE HURT ME LIKE THIS I MUST RUN I MUST GO BACK INTO THE DARKNESS AND LIVE IN SILENCE WHEN I OPENED UP AND GAVE EVERYTHING AND FINALLY FELL IN LOVE I ENDED UP WOUNDED MY HEART HAS SHATTERED LIKE GLASS HITTING THE FLOOR WHAT HAS GONE WRONG HERE WHO IS THIS DEMON THAT HAS BEEN BROUGHT FORTH INTO THE ONE THAT I LOVE WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MAN I FELL IN LOVE WITH I MUST GO I MUST HIDE BACK INTO THE DARKNESS MY SOUL IS SAFE FOREVER AS FOR MY HEART IT DIED THAT NITE NOW THE CAGES AND COFFIN HAS BEEN BUILT AROUND IT NO ONE CAN BRING IT BACK TO LIFE THE PAIN IS AS SHARP AS A NEEDLE WHAT DO I SAY WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE CAN I JUST SAY MY LAST WORDS AND BE BLOWN AWAY OR WILL HE TRY TO SAY THAT HE LOVES ME AM I UNDER HIS SPELL OR AM I FINALLY FREE CAN I LIVE WITHOUT HIM I HAVENT EVER THOUGHT ABOUT NOT HAVING HIM WHAT WILL IT BE LIKE HOW WILL I GO ON DO IS THERE A WAY TO MAKE HIM STOP THE PAIN AND AGONY AND TORTURE DOES HE KNOW WHAT HE HAS DONE IS I LOVE YOU WORDS THAT HE JUST LIKES TO THROW AROUND PLEASE TELL ME CAN I LIVE IN THIS CIRCLE FOREVER I TRUSTED HIM AND HE USED IT TO HIS ADVANTAGE NOW I HAVE SEEN THE PROOF WILL I DIE NOW OR IS THERE LIFE AFTER LOVE SOMEONE ANYONE CAN U HEAR ME OUT THERE HAVE I TRULY GONE INSANE I SIT HERE BEATING ON THESE PADDED WALLS WILL I EVER BREAK OUT SAVE MY SOUL
