poison ivy's blog: "Jojo"

sorry that i have not been on lately here the weather has been warming up and i have not been on the comupter lately. been enjoying the nice weather. i also have been dealing with my son to. there are alot of problems with him and so that's why i have not been on. i will try to be on again soon. well i have to go so i will talk to everyone soon. sorry again to all my friends on here that care and worry where i have been. hotchick3

well i am going back to school now and i am finally getting my grade 12 and at the same time i am studying to be a cook . i am finally gtting my life on track and i am very proud of myself. I also am moving in july.

well i am going away for awhile starting tomorrow. i need to get away . There is alot of problems i am having and i can't be here. i do care about everyone on here and i will miss everyone but in ordeer for me to be happy again and not be so screwed up anymore i have to do this. i will be and when i do come back i will be happy again with no problems . i know some of u are mad at me still and i understand why but please remember me for who i was before i got so messed up. i will be back just don't know when. i would like everyone to comment on my page still and comment on my pics. i will miss u all and thank u for being there for me and thank u for being my friends.

well i am sorry i scare some people yestardy i was not myself and i should have not done what i did to anyne and i hope that evryone can forgive me and i am getting the helpnow and i am talking to someone everyday now. i want to say sorry to the people that care about me and i will be fine. i am sore but i will be just fine. things are really rough right now and til i am better don't be mad at me if i don't want to talk about things to anyone i was told til i know i can talk about things and not ge upset everytime i talk about it i am to not say anything. sorry i hurt u al with what i did. hotchick3

well i am alittle upset right now my man lefted me cause of something stupid and now i am single again after 11 years. what the fuck am i suppose to do know I have been without anyone in 11 years where do i begin or should i get over the person first. I have no idea what to do anymore. I fell like i should run away and start fresh somewhere else. I think i am going to move somewhere it is nice and i can do what i want again.

well i am sorry i have not been on in a few days. I have been partying with my man and friends . i went on on saturday night got drunk and then i got into a fight at the bar. Some guy hit his girlfriend and i saw it happen so i got mad and i broke this guys nose and broke 3 of his ribs for what he did to his girl.I was told by the police that what i did was not right but they can't touch me cause i was helping someone out. I was up for 3 days straight and i slept or 2 days and i am still tired but that is ok.

well i went out lastnight to a house party and i got really drunk. I went with my boyfriend and my girlfriend went a house party and i got fucked up big time. i ended up getting into a fight with this guy to. This guy was bothering the girls so i had asked him nicely to stop and he called me a slut and then hit me so i pissed off and i broke his nose and the because we were loud the police came andvarrested this guy and told me that i did the right thing by defending myself. I have a black eye cause of it and it hurts and my man was like wow she is pissed off. My man was going to take care of it for me but i was like no i am and i did. The cops laughed at this guy cause i broke his nose. I was so pissed off after cause i wanted to do more to this guy but he was taken to jail for the night. I am so sore now i have ice on my eye and i am going to get some sleep now. So i will talk to everyone later on or tommorrow i have to party again tonight lol. I am very tired now. love hotchick 3

well i am in a bad mood and i hate that feeling so if there is anyone that can cheer me up somehow then let me know. i am just upset about a friend of mine that passed away on monday night. i hate how she went and it sucks cause i was not there to help her. I even called where she lives and told the police what was happening and it was to late. life sucks the big apple and i wish i was someone that can change things that are going to happen or already happened. I know i sound like i have lost it but i just feel that way . well i am going to go for now. And did i tell everyone i hate the rain and snow. My back is killing me and i have noone here to help make it feel better.

well i am sorry i was not yestardy at all i was hung over from saturday night and i was too tired to come on and i slept most of the day away.i will be out for awhile tonight going to my mom's for her birtday tonight. well i have to go but i will be back later on tonight. hoe noone i mad i was not on lastnight. love hotchick3

well today is pretty good somewhat i love being on hre everyday talking to the people that i am beginning to care for or the ones that i already do. there are alot of u that make me laugh and happy everyday and some of u just make my day and i love u guys for that. i want everyone to now that i am a very caring person and i love everyone the same . well i am going for now love hotchick3