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What are you waiting for?
the bath washes away the dirt of the day but it wont wash away the pains bathe in the light of release
the shower washes away the dirtbut it can not wash away the hurts bathe in the showers of renewal
when we bathe and shower we think we are renewing our skin,but under it all we are nothing but humans trying to live a renewed timetime has never been on our side,it works against us
think about it think about everything you ever did everything you ever said
then think you can wash it all away you cant,it is there to stay stuck to the skin of the person you put it on
wheather it be verbal or mental it is there to remind that person they can never over come the pain inflicted
things stated in anger cause damages that can not be removed you cant bathe them away and you cant shower them away you cant cut them out or burn them out
from this you learn to be stronger then you where the day before from this you learn to hold it all in and break alonefrom this you learn trust is not what you thought it really was from this you learn you were always alone
out of harshness I say these words out of harshness
I bleed out this pain out of harshness
I cry silent tears out of harshness I try
out of harshness I release this pain
out of harshness I renew my oaths
out of harshness I let it all go
out of harshness I tend to not defend
out of harshness I hear lies
out of harshness I loathe
out of harshness I see the truth
out of harshness I die a little each day
out of harshness I vent never being heard
out of harshness I scream out for release
out of harshness I tried to be
out of harshness I learned hard lessons
out of harshness I now know where I stand
out of harshness I stay silent
out of harshness I can fully let go
out of harshness I am free
we all have a dark half that we ignore
we all have needs that are never met
we all have things we wish never happened
we all have wants that never get met
we all have thoughts we don't want in our heads
we all have dreams that wake us in the night
this is the dark half that I fight every day this is who I am
the dark half this is where the bullet meets the bone this is when I let go
when is it ever enough when will the pain stop when will I sleep again
when are you going to see
when are the lies going to stop
this is my dark half
now that it has all been said and done
the pain i feel
the fathomless nights
the tears i shed
the blood i bleed
these are the memories i keep
you didnt want to know
in the darkness the light fades
the wounds of old bleed through
the thick and thin have worn away
and only left the grief
down here love wasnt meant to be
angle wings burn in the darkness
so close your eyes but dont dream too deep
brace your self it is easier that way
set apart this dream
all the pain wont save this blood
turn and run dont wait
i save all these things coldly
scalded by the many
waitiing on the one
it never was
never will be
your holding the rope
just let go
Ghosts
she floats on the celling
she cries to me
she died with a broken heart
she flaots on the celling
she talks to me
she lived a lonely life
she floats on the celling
she holds me
she killed herself with greif
she floats on the celling
she dances with me
she hangs around waiting
she floats on the celling
she disrupts my sleep
she wants release
Broken Ties
i alone tried
i alone gave all
i alone wanted
i alone loved
i alone am broken
i alone suffer
i alone fight
i alone cry
maybe i am alone in this life
maybe i tried too hard to be what you wanted
maybe i should give up
maybe i should hit the ground
maybe i should die alone
i alone break the ties
i alone give over to death
i alone dont care anymore
i alone end this today
i stand in the crowd and cry out for release
i stand alone in the crowd and disapear
i stand for what is right for my heart
i stand alone in this pain
the ties are broken never to be repaired
the ties that bind are broken
the ties that were are no more
Better then Me
he told you that he loved you
he told you that you hold the moon and stars
he told you there is no other
he never told me the same
he never told me you were meant to be his
he never held me close to the flames
he told you that you were the best
he told you that you that there was no other
he never told me that you were there
he never told me what he thought about me
i was never enough
i was replaced by a ghost
i lost my soul in flames of resentment
i lost my mind trying to be his everything
all i ever wanted was to be held when i fell and hit the ground
he never did any of these things for me
he thinks you are better then me
he thinks the lies will save him from the flames in my eyes
he thinks his soul will fly to you
he thinks i will one day forgive
he thinks i have no place in his life
i gave my best to be what he wanted and got burned for it
i gave up my everything to be there
what you will never be is me
what you have done is taken more then you are worth
what you are to me is a nothing thats all you both will always be to me
your not better then me
your not nor will you ever be me
you will one day regret what you have done
there will come a day when you face me
god may forgive the betrayal
but i will never forget the pain you both caused me
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Surrounded by
Every lie that won't come true
Now you wanna take the time
But why would you
Think you're gonna make it right
But how could you
So I can't stay
(surrounded)
Surrounded by
(surrounded by)
Every lie
I Got Flowers Today
I got flowers today
It wasn’t my birthday or any other special day
Last night he hit me and I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today.
I got flowers today
It wasn’t my birthday or any other special day
Last night he hit me again and I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today
I got flowers today
It wasn’t my birthday or any other special day
Last night he beat me ,and I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today
I got flowers today
It wasn’t my birthday or any other special day
Last night he beat me again and I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today
As I stand looking in the mirror I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today , it wasn’t my birthday or any other special day
The doctors said it will be ok the pain will go away and the bruises will fade and
I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today
I got flowers today
It wasn’t my birthday or any other special day
Last night the beating was bad I am lay in the hospital
With broken bones ,Bruises and broken hearted
And I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today
I got flowers today
It wasn’t my birthday or any other special day
Last night he killed me
And I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers today
As I stand looking over my broken body
I know he’s sorry
Cause I got flowers to day for the last time.
