It gets easier, trust me, Jay is here with me I went to the Railroad Tracks and asked Jay to touch a very special person in his life, she knows who she is, I really need to make an attempt to spend time with a special person in Jays life, I purposely spilled bugler and some wraps on the track and talked to Jay it is what keeps me sane now. As always Lil J@y a.k.a. Hobocore will always be with us.
If any of Jays friends need to contact me or want to hang out send me an e mail and we can sit and talk or go spend some time together on the tracks with Jay
Peace Out