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scooterdreams7's blog: "Its My Life"

created on 09/26/2011  |  http://fubar.com/its-my-life/b343726

Can life get anymore compicated......

i ask this because my day started out pretty good...took a trip with my ex's wife....yes you heard me right...my ex's wife....which is a story all in its own....but it will wait for a later day......

as i was saying i took a trip with my ex's wife to this free store...i know right....they only have clothes...and some small misc stuff...but its really cool...i figured i'd be there for about half an hour...turns out no i was there for atleast 4 hours...looong day...and we actualy got along...amazing....but then who do i see there...and unmentionable person i actualy yelled in the store saying its (bleeep) run and hide....i know terrible...but gee thes certain person is a major drama queen...and it makes her happy eating off of other ppls misery....but anyways...she pops in a very thankful brief encounter and i was off to another isle....

well get home things are good....then like i allways do sit down at my laptop and work on my FB apps...and then go into here....well then i start feeling ummm what is this feeling...of needing....wanting...and missing....all of the above...mixed emotions...of what i once had but no longer do....i need a pick me upper...a new wanted attention in my life...or an old flame eruption...idk which...but something has got to give....i am soo tired of these screwed up emotions......

my uncertain future keeps looming in my face.....and all i wanna do is run and hide...and peak....to see what lies ahead.....

I'm still alive....

 

its true that life can get in the way of all the fun....but sometimes you just have to stop running stop and breath and listen to the sounds around you.....

and that is exactly what i have done.....now i am wondering....what is my life....whats inportant....and where is my life going....

right now its going NOWHERE......well it seems anyways.....day to day same ol shit....one after another of mixed emotions.....dreams i have that i know will never come true....things i miss.....things i want....things my life seems to be missing....

What exactly is missing from my life......that is a question i have to answer once i totaly understand it.....i know what a lame thing to say....but hey its true....

What do you do when you know how you feel...but know its not what it should be.....is this as confussing to you as it is to me.....

all i can say is someday.....someday.....thats all any of us can say.......

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