jtc527's blog: "it stinks"

when u find some one great that does not live near by you get to see how great of a person they are but will never get to see them probably never again if u met them once or not ever get to meet them but oh well

something that is bull is when ur still on the scheduale but not schedaled for any hours it says talk to one of the owners but there never in there its happpening to me right now i have not been schedualed in like 8 weeks

i have friends that are female that i like as frieds and at the same time i like them more than a friend i want those friends to be happy but at the same time i dont want any one to hurt them so i dont know how to react half of the time cause i want to be a good friend to them even though i like them they may know how i feel but i can never act on my own feelings for those friends there are some fun things happen when u have mixed feelings this is the first time i have put this down any were so here it is