I HAVE NEVER HAD A BLOG BEFORE, BUT THIS IS AS A GOOD OF PLACE AS ANY TO VENT I GUESS.....WELL ITS OFFICIAL, I HAVE DESTROYED MY MARRIAGE......AND SENT MY HUSBAND INTO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER WOMAN......SO THAT I COULD GET MY DAUGHTER BACK IN MY LIFE AND HAVE HER COME AND LIVE WITH ME......I ALSO DESTROYED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY STEP DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND SO THAT MY BIOLOGICAL DAUGHTER WOULD COME AND LIVE WITH ME AGAIN.......BUT TONIGHT I FIND OUT THAT, SHE DOESNT HAVE ANY INTENTIONS OF COMING TO LIVE WITH ME AT ALL......THAT SHE IS GOING TO STAY WITH HER GRANDPARENTS.......AND THAT SHE WANTS ME TO PACK UP EVERYTHING AND MOVE BACK INTO MY PARENTS BASEMENT AND LIVE LIKE A FUCKING HERMIT AGAIN......STAY COUPED UP IN THE BASEMENT AND NOT DOING ANYTHING OR SEEING ANYONE AND NOT HAVING ANY COMMUNICATION WITH THE OUTSIDE WORLD EXCEPT FOR MY PARENTS AND MY DAUGHTER........HAVING NOTHING.......SO HERE I HAVE GONE AND DONE EXACTLY WHAT SHE HAS ASKED AND I HAVE DESTROYED EVERYTHING.........SO THAT I COULD ONCE AGAIN HAVE IT BE JUST HER AND I AND WELL.......SHE TAKES AND TELLS ME THAT IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO......SHE IS NOT COMING TO LIVE WITH ME AT ALL......SO I DESTROYED ANY AND ALL CHANCE OF A LIFE THAT I HAD BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT SHE WANTED AND NOW I DONT EVEN HAVE HER.........SO CAN ANYONE TELL ME HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO PICK UP THE PIECES FROM THIS AND GET MY LIFE BACK>???????