THIS IS WHAT I KEPT TELLING MYSELF!
There's way too many times I stay up late unable to sleep.
Just thinking of you or the mention of your name makes my body shake.
Putting my mind on other things don't work.
Starting another project, nope, don't work.
You fill my every thoughts
Every thing that I do, you are in it!
I lay here staring at nothing but the dullest white of a cieling, alone.
Wondering why you absorb my thoughts, motions, mind.
I should be over you and I still feel your presence. I can still feel you, with me, around me, in my blood.
What can I do to get rid of all thoughts, emotions of you?
Its just not real and this i know.
Its just not the same then why complain
Its just not me to linger on.
I know, I know...........
It's just NOT real
Not real at all.
