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Mondays and tuesdays seem to be the days that bands send invites out. That's just how it is for somereason. It seems to be getting more and more each time. I'm thinking that band pages should be turned into groups. Bands should have to have groupsites, instead of actuall pages. That's unless they are real people. Like as opposed to imaginary people? Yah, basicly. There are some bands that actually read people's pages, and write to them and respond to them, and the comments and such they get. Those bands should get to have actuall pages. Bands with an auto-biography on their page, get to be counted as real people in my book too. Bands with a plain biography written by someone else, and who don't leave messages with friend-requests, and who never comment or leave messages, don't count as real people to me. There's no proof that they are real to me. School is gradually improving I think. Very slowly, but there is some slow recognizable progress. Other stressfull things are arising though. Family issues- My gramma is getting sicker after treatmeant, so thats sad. Then that makes my mom rather upset, so that's sad. My mom being upset about that, makes it easier for her to be upset over other stuff, so it's kind of a downward spiral. My patience with my dad is fleeting. There's lots of complicated issues there, basicly he needs to grow up and learn how to interact with people maturly in order to solve problems. He came downstairs at around 9pm wanting to be mad and yelling and just being stupid and partially making an ass out of himself, but he felt like he had power since how this is his house. I can't have that shit going on around me. Right or wrong, you can't go yelling at someone at 9pm after they have been working all day ( cement work, construction stuff ) and expect anything productive to happen. The whole thing is a little complicated, but basicly it's mostly missunderstandings due to lack of communication and paranoia. So their was lots of yelling and me telling my dad to grow up and learn how to handle his problems like a rational adult, and to calm the fuck down, and to come back at a decent time when he could calmly disscuss things. I even offered him some anti-depressants if he needed them. He didn't think any of it would affect me. It's 9pm, I'm studying, and some jackass starts yelling and threatening and shit. Plus, this is my dad of all people doing this. It's all weird. I don't have any "right" to be here either. He invited me here, and promised me stuff so I would come here. Now I have all kinds of shit here, and it will/would be, a pain in the ass to move. But atleast I have a truck now, so that will make it easier. ( He hasn't, and isn't likly to kick me out, but I'm kinda sick of this shit. It's kind of a hostile envirement ) I was allready so pissed off I was shaking. If I hadn't broke up with my gf, and she was here, and her little girl, I'd be extra pissed off. When my dad got pissed off the one day when my roomate's friend parked in the wrong place and came in yelling, my roomate's kid could have been there. He didn't stop to consider that though. " Well why is brandon mad? I wasn't mad at him, I was mad at his friend? " Uh, that is the sort of thing that comes from my father... People's friends and family are extensions of them. If someone does something to your friend, you're probably going to be pissed off just as they did it to you. Seems kinda obvious to most people. Somewhere my dad has failed to see connection. There's something to be said about taking the time to see things from someone else's point of view. I guess the morrall of the story is, don't be a jackass around me. Or to my friends, family, or roomates. I was relativly happy in texas. I was in a warm place around my best friends. And I came all the way back to live below my dad....Well not TO live below my dad I guess. But the stuff he said I'd have was huge in the consideration process for moving back home. Family dramma is the worst kind. And now that I'm here, I feel extra obligated to solve all my familys problems. But at the same time, I have to handle my own issues. Being everything to everyone gets exhausting at times. But atleast it distracts me from being upset with my own issues. lol. Reserves stuff- I am mildly paranoid about the whole thing due to the way I have been treated in the past. But I just go day by day, and keep calm. I don't have a contract, so I can quit if I decied I don't like it. That's a way awesome feeling. Well, that's all for now. Nothing specificly incitefull, but I'm sure you can gather your lessons from the events.
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