Cold's blog: "pissed"

How come it always happens to me how come I always get screwed over how come I can't seem to find someone. Whenever I think I found someone who says that they love me they tell me that they had sex just after they loved me.  I've been single for about a year and a month and I think I found this amazing woman and then tonight she tells me that she had sex.  What the hell I mean I have feelings but they always seem to get stomped on .  I mean I am still greving about my mom and my grandma both died in december both died a day apart.  I don't need these friggen games played right now.  I'm at my most vulnerable right now and it sucks