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What are you waiting for?

It's 2am and It sucks

Faint sounds of breath, I hear them echo in a crowded room.

It's easier not to know, to ignore, this pain I feel inside.

I want to forget but, live in the now.

The lights, The party, The bliss, surrounding myself with people, but I still feel alone.

Because When things are going good, Things go bad.

Like I don't deserve it, but I deserve more. Selfish I am.

Life has been cruel to me too.. so close to happiness yet so far.

Cronic sadness.

I hate to look in the mirror cause it doesn't get better, it doesn't change.

I have came so far, but I'm never good enough for me.

I sit and watch people scurry around like ants.

I watch them change, Watch the troubles, the outcomes.

The cycle of Earth. No one makes it out alive, would you want to?

So don't judge me, cause I'm a better judge.

I have reason to believe you may not know me very well

For in fact, you don't know the secrets I carry with me forever and ever.

Which makes me want to erase this, like I erase everything else I let out of my bottle.

Maybe for once i'll post this..

 

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