Been in the triple digits and had a cold snap of high 90's this week. A severe drought here has Montgomery and surrounding counties deciding on water restirictions. Lakes have dropped 5ft+ in water levels.
Been trying to date since my bf's death.....and it is difficult. I keep telling my late bf's spirit that I am trying to do what he had me promise him before he got deathly sick, but it has been an up hill battle for me. Unable to 'relax'. I have tried and tried..but no success yet. Did not think it would be this difficult to have an orgasm by someone else's hand..or....!
Would be nice to find someone with intelligence but not belittle the one he is with, no matter what the circumstance. Someone with a heart and compassion. Someone who can coax the kinky side of me out and I not feel so inadequate whenever I am with someone. Only felt like that twice in my life..with a lover about 24 years ago and my son's father...20 years ago. Relaxed, comfortable, not shuned for my thoughts and ideas...Had wonderful orgasms with them. Was able to achieve orgasms with them no matter what the position was!
Not on computer much as son found a new game on here and has become addicted to it! Is ok..gives my arm and legs a rest! He has been finding music on here that I have not heard in a while. Getting back to my music is a good thing I think. I like all kinds of music except opera and some rap. I listen to the rap step-daughter plays when she is driving and like it. Some we just cannot listen to as her young son is also in the car and some I just cannot understand!! lol!!
Going to lay down since there is nothing else to do. Depression is a bad thing. Need something or someone to change that.
Later folks! You all have a good day! Bye for now.
