why does everything have to hurt? inevitably thats what everythings going to lead to even the stuff that feels good .. why you ask because one day it will all be gone yes of course we all die we all change and things dont stay the same.and you will be lest behind like you have been by everyone else except this time its going to hurt so bad that you wont bounce back and you wont fake it well either just accept it its gonna hurt more now that your older and know exactly what to expect ... because you care more so just give up right now so you can try to stay safe