Who am I you ask? I am a poet, I am a reader, I am a dreamer, I am wisher, I am a hoper, I am a student, I am a teacher, I am believer, I am a trust-er, I am lover, I am a hater, I am a girl, I am a woman, I am researcher, I am pretender, I am me..and thats all I know how to be. (to understand more about this read the childerns poem Invitation by Shel Silverstein.



Well, what do you want to know? I am a watress and just finished school. I am awaiting state board next. I love archery, sword fighting, reading, writing, poetry, cooking, going out with my friends to shoot pool (although if you ever want to laugh play pool with me.I havent quite grasp the ability to put the ball in the hole), movie, music, and just about anything fun. I like a challenge and dont like people always agreeing with me just because I say something. A good debate never hurts. I am pretty much an open book...if you want to know something just ask. I love helping people. I do volunteer work with kids, and am part of three nonprofit organizations. I cant stand seeing someone that needs help and not doing what I can to help them. Something inside me dies when that happens. Is that always a good thing???? No, but its who I am and I have learned that I can either help someone out and if I get screwed in the process they are going to try and screw me or I can not help and hate myself for not helping someone that I could be the last person they are gonna try to reach out for. Im not an airhead but I play one on the internet. I give you what you expect from me. If you show me that you are expecting me to be airheaded then so be itthats what you will see. If you show me you wanna see my mind then that you will see. Its all what you make of it. Anyway, while I am here blowing smoke out my arse as it feels.does anyone really read these things?



Oh, while being my overly honest and blunt self....for warning...if you don't like me for me then you might as well walk away, I learned the hard way don't change yourself to please others. In the end I am the ONLY person that has to get up and face myself everyday and if I can't look in the mirror at myself then it's not worth it. Yes, we all have baggage we carry in life....mine is no lighter or heavier than anyone elses. It's just mine. I live with it and you live with yours. You dont have to tell me I am pretty or beautiful, I know Im not. I am who I am. While I'm at it let me just go ahead and tell you before you ask. No I'm not getting on cam for you. If you have nothing better to do, then go else where. Physically lacking but what I have takes time to get to know. So do not judge me until you know me for there are loads of surprises in store.