So I am really beginning to think that some people just aren't meant to find that true love...the kind that literally makes your heart melt... that causes you to forget to breathe when you are with them.
I read alot....mostly vampire romance/drama. I know what I want....but I just don't think there is someone for me. First off, being a divorced mom of three boys and working graveyard is like a major relationship killer right there. Some men will deal with one or the other, but not both. and yes, I have had men tell me exactly that. I do appreciate honesty, but sometimes...well sometimes you just don't want to hear it, ya know??!!
I want to find the guy who looks at me like I am the only woman in the world, who doesn't care that I totally hate mornings, and am absolutely miserable until I have at least two cups of coffee. The guy who just leaves a little reminder note, or text telling me that I'm his.... I want to hold hands and walk on the street and people be able to see the love we share.
Maybe it just doesn't happen...well not to all of us anyhow. But I don't want to settle for less. and I won't.