Today has been one of those days when nothing seems to go right. I feel like my best friend died kind of day. It feels like that everyone that I know just doesnt like me for some reason yes I get these days sometimes one is worse then another, but some how I get through it. I have been clean from Drugs now going on 22 months. Feb.17 2006 is my NA birthday. Yes it has been a very long road for me. One day at a time is how I have been taking things. Chating here in this Blog has given me a way to talk about what and how I feel. I dont mean to sound ungreatful because I am not. I am very thanksful for that people that I have in my life. Just sometimes it is hard to talk to them because they can be so.......... Whats the word that I am looking for ______?. Anyways thanks for letting me share here. Being clean without a sponcer is hard but at the momment I feel like I cant trust anyone to help me. Yes I do have my Higher Power to help lead me the right way. I guess that is something that I have to work on is trusting people, I have always been the one that everyone comes to with the problems to help fix...... I guess it is time that I start fixing mine first ....... thanks for your time in reading this
HONEY
