a friday night blog
So this one is at the beggining of the night as opposed to the day after like my first a week ago. I am sitting here in a OP IVY t shirt thats to small cause i am just that fucking punk. OK not really i just like this shirt probably more then i like the band. Now before you get on the "beat shawn up band wagon" just rest assurd i understand their place in the music world and recognize the fact that they were a pretty good band but you are not going to get me to worship the gods of punk cause i have to much to loose by giving up
my industrial/goth/Emo heritage.....beer break......ok better. Now dont feal
bad that you can't pull me to the "punk side" none has been able and oh have they tried.Oh yes and they have all failed. I just cant let go people so stop it. Besides all you punk people probably think digital watches are a
"pretty good idea" R.I.P Duglas N. Adams
i just have to say this before i continue fuck south korea......
OK i am a little better now. I am currently listening to the new album by Under the Influenece of Giants and i really like these guys. i had
only heard two songs of theirs previous to now and like those two. So i found the album which if you were in Korea you might know is not really an easy
task to find new and seeing as you probably all had the chance to buy this album when it actually came out and not 6-8 months later like me this is
probably not a review that makes much of a differnce to you now ....but if for some stange reason you haven't heard of these guys and were just asleep or comatose when it did come out you can take my word on it that its worth the cople of bucks to get it. It so far is not haevy for those who like heavy. and it isnt rap and thank god its not punk. lets see so far and i am only like half way through the album its kinda whimsical and i like that. plus the singer has a real high range for a male singer but thankfully doesnt sing up there the whole time. It is just nice to hear him when he does it. It is not the sorta music you would want to buy or put on if you didnt feal in
the mood to dance because it is hard in fact for me to type this seeing as iam currently typing and dancing.
Ok this just in. If you get the album dont listen to song 7 just take my word for it and dont. it sucks and i wish it was already over. Maybe it
will grow on me but i somehow doubt it. music sux, lyrics suc, all around shity song. god(i cant even caps that one at the begining of a sentence
sorry) please the rest better not be all downhill. lets hope, cause i dont want to have spoken to soon about this album. If this doesnt end soon i am going to drown my self like the fat priest from Constantine. ok next song not bad so far but i still have that other peice of crap taste still left in my mouth......listerine break......ok better. and the part that makes me the most sad about song number seven sucking so bad is when i was peruseing the titles before my actual listening i look at that song and said "i bet thats gonna be a good one." I have never been more wronge about a first impression ever in all my life. i was so stupid 25 minutes ago jesus. ok Eight was ok thats it just ok fuck. well 3 more to go.
So i want to discuss something that i heard today that i have always known if only to my detrment years gone by but has come in handy rationalizing all sorts of shit. I actually heard from someone who i admire in a way and who also has much direct influence over my life in the job that i have. i cant tell you who cause they would shoot me...thank god for free speach democracy. Sufice it to say he is "my boss". Now we always have these end of week things were someone tells us dont be stupid.....and then proceeds to tell us said examples of stupidity so when someone who certainly wasnt listeneing, like ever, then goes and does said stupid act the higher ups are
covered cause they told us "dont be stupid"
We were warned i mean like every week. Warned the same like five or six stupid things. example dont drink to much,or dont break curfew, or dont
get out of a cab and not pay, or my favorite if she is drunk and says yes that night then says no the next day it was still rape......what? does that actually happen, i mean for real(and i can garuntee no man ever said they took it back the next morning, well almost garuntee)...ok anyways. It went as it usually does "this end week speach" that is. but the second breathtaking part to this probably made ghondi, abraham lincoln and several other people who are dead that we remeber as basically living the "right " life turn over
in their graves collectively.Now dont get me wronge i have totally lived by this credo to a certain extent my whole life i just thought it was an understood thing that only the really stupid people couldnt get through their thick hairy craniums around and that was simply this .....ah if you dont get caught its not wronge! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh .................so dont get fucking caught!!!
Now, i know that honesty is one of the seven ahhh A@#y values but come on people lets be real for a second, thats the truth and you all know it
wether your sticky little brains want to conceed to it or not. We all live that way to a certain extent wether we are open to admit it or not....its like the amount of people who refuse to admit to mastubation...come on... for real people. There is no way you can tell me that and i am gonna ever fucking believe it. Some people i dont want to believe it about or at least not think
about doing it but i dont really have much of a choice when it comes to believing the utter bullshit of a concept that you dont. And so thats it isnt it, just dont get caught and then i dont really have to know for sure...it is just total bullshit folks and you know it.
The thing though that struck me the most about this whole thing was the select few people who had this look on their face like they had no
fucking clue what the guy just, in fact, told them. like their whole entire lives they had been reading a different subscription to playboy that they really had been reading just the articles and in fact never realized there were actually naked women in there . i mean fuck people had this concept never really crossed your brain. who were your parents. i want to met them cause thats all i learned from my moms. Did she ever have to come out and say it though....no, of fucking course she didn't. i got my ass whooped a couple of times and realized shit, if i don't wanna STOP doing whatever it was that she just whooped my ass for and i defiantly dont wanna get my ass whooped
anymore then i need to not get fucking caught right.
enough on that ti raid and if you are still with me i need to confess after song number 6 turn the album off. cause i didn't like the second half
much at all. That is a depressing thought to cause i just paid full price for half of the album cause i doubt my views are gonna change on the second
listen through....thats why i say hack everything. online theft isn't theft we are taking back the millions of dollars you stole from us buy selling us however many decades worth of half ass albums and then charging like fucking way to much for bands to play live who should have never left the fucking studio.Or worse yet those bands that should have never even cut a damn demo.like for instance i saw the gogo dolls but thankfully that was a free concert cause thats the only way i will go listen to them. and why did they have to let that pretty boy ruin their sound. the only songs they played i liked were the ones were he wasn't singing. but the again i thought they were
supposed to be a punk band. those smack asses wouldn't know punk if it came up to them and shit in their hand because thats what i imagine any real punk doing to that little bunch of pansies.
On as light of a note as i can end this with i might be home soon. My paperwork has finally woken up from its two month nap and finally moved to
the final destination. So i am drinking to the happy little thought of hopefully being back home in the U S in a couple of weeks....i am still not
gonna hold my breath though instead i am just gonna drink till i don't feel any feelings and fall in love with my lamp or my desk or something equally void of said emotions....just kidding kids. I enjoy life but it wouldn't be worth living if you couldn't get pissed every now and then and vent at people via the world wide web...... coincidently the only three words that actually saying them is easier then actually trying to pronounce their shortened version
WWW.WTF.calm
hit me back if you got this. hit me back if you need an explanation. but don't hit me back to talk about masturbation cause i don't wanna hear it. And if you are brave check out only the first half of the new Under the Influence of Giants album...you can check it all out but don't say i
didn't warn you. love you guys. hopefully your friday night treats you right.
