tha1nonly's blog: "is it worth it"

men are the same exactly play all the same games all they are is heart ache and pain that is exactly why i fucken hate you right now and you deserve all the pain you have felt and will feel cause trust we as women will get you back if it is not me it will be someone and i will be there to say how does it feel or maybe i will just look past you as though your not standing there cryin for me to hold you making yourself sick over some one who is not worthy when you thought that they were but they are just another woman or man like the rest a player a heartbreaker undercover as some one genuine and deserving of love well i say fuck you

nothing changed i have been here for years and yet still the one that has to shed tears you said you were not ready for a relation ship i said i would wait she came and you fell quick it hurt so bad but for some reason i stayed i dont know just couldnt walk away could never figure what she had that i dont but talk bout it you decided you wont my heart screamed for you like yours did hers even if i wanted to i couldnt fall any further and still not quite good enough it hurts but i am tough according to you everyone else is better and im stuck here writing dear john letters you want the ones that are gonna take your heart and run away but the one that really loves you you wont give the time of day and i hear the same thing everytime that its not me its you but yet you forget bout me when in the picture comes some one new how is it that it hurts to much to think bout love when it comes to you and me but you meet a new chick and there is no other place you wanna be jus to make you happy i try and try and try and still love you no matter how many tears i cry you want to be loved and my feelings for you are not a lie but your just not happy wit me and all i wanna know is WHY? by:kaybe