Meridian's blog: "Intro To The Realm of My Mind"

Back from a LONG hiatus. Had to move among other things that have tied up my time considerably. I am trying to get back with everyone, and am doing so as time permits.

Moving sucks. Too much to move, too much to throw out. More of a task than anything. Ready for it to just be over with.

“To Feed” Fiery demons dance upon the moonlight sky From the distance comes a chilling cry Your slumber is shaken Welling up in your soul, you feel the Hunger awaken Filling every pore of your being Consuming you it is, not soon to be leaving Your thoughts swirl about in endless colors The Hunger has now become your lover A pain unlike any you have known Visions now you are being shown A drive to feed Now becomes your only need Nothing else can you see Save for fulfilling the Hunger's plea Emptiness that begs to be filled What fills that hole brings you a most frightful chill The plague of darkness it be From deep within, you long to be free An escape nowhere is to be found Ringing between your ears is that echoing sound Thump. Thump. Thump. A close heart beating Thump. Thump. Thump. That close heart now screaming Numb to what you once had been Becoming now, you fiend Striking out with lightning speed You are never seen Your prey falls abruptly to ground No one but you is around to hear the sound Blood flowing from the wounds given by you Your victim is now through Fire rips through your veins Her thoughts call your name Who she was is now you From your eyes comes now a different view Drunk you have become The Hunger has silenced its beating drum A freedom now gained from this Hunger's seige Only to return upon the morrow's eve

More poetry. Probably take a break on it after today. I will have more ready for posting later in the week. “The Sphere” Through the woods Trek do I Seeking the sphere That which brings sight Crickets chirp Owl cries Breathing quick Fear inside Hasten to the tomb which sphere resides The entrance, smelling blood inside Smears on the wall Sacred symbols rise Focus the mind Further forward Further inside Winds gust by Howl then screech Cloak ripples to the side Hair falls to face’s side Skin crawls Second door Star design Key in lock Turn and face the blight Crash Scrape Door falls Thunder inside To the chest On pedestal it sits Guardians form the ancient past keep watchful eye Gazing of aged wisdom Step to the chest Heart stops Breath frozen Silence roars Mist and smoke slither Ruby light seeps in Glass breaks Chest opens Sphere moves Rises above Gyrates and bobs Stops Sphere spins Mist rises Smoke enters the lungs Dizziness, loss of sight New vision Ancients talk to me “Take my hand” “Touch the sphere” Drawn inside World now distorts Realize now do I Who searches for me now?

That's right. More poetry. I will post a few more days of it, break, and come back with lots of fresh material. To enjoy the music. To let it course through your veins. Tasting the hint of passion in the air. Reaching out. Touching hope. Relenting fear. The warmth of a close lover's breath. The whisper of the willow. To melt the ice. To open. To share. With another. Shedding solitude. Breaking the shell. Glistening light. Myriad rays of twinkling starlight. The heartbeat. The spring shower to Torrential downpoar Drenching you Inspiring you to dance To sing the song of the fairies To once again feel alive.

Gotta love it. The Sandman is an ass. Plain and simple. It runs from me like end of the rainbow. Or maybe just is the perception of. Although it does allot time for chatting and stuff. :)

“Descending Tears” Descending tears Raving delight Darkening fears Roving night Fires forest burns Lamp’s oil sweetly smells Shadows twist and turn Nightmares unleashed from hell Waking dreams Walking sleep Mirror gleams Angel weeps Frozen in wake Imprisoned tread Ground tremors and quakes Spirits descend from the web Lackluster peace Wandering pain Seeking east Whom shall I blame? Astral once pleasure Addiction to death Spirit’s treasure Oblivion’s test No more shall I leave Only here to roam Turned to stone The Astral now is home

The Mirror As I have looked and watched The lands change and people die, I remain the same. I have walked for many years and seen many things. I am what you fear and desire. I am that which you crave but can not have. I am you. I am a reflection of all things. I am your mirror.

Sun sets into Darkness Darkness gives way to Light Enter the Endless Cycle Filled with Plight Into the trap, the animal fed Left in solitude Shackled with Anguish Mingled with Pain and Dread Bars of Turmoil and Confinement bred Pillows of Ash Blanket of Fear Broken glass and razors make the bed Howl at the Moon Silence Scream Cower from Shadows Madness sets in Warped visions of dancing dragons Dreams unspoken shattered Rain of Acid descend Melt away troubles again Forcefed humility and servant's role Filled with wine of desolation Spilling drops of violence Once more graced and shared upon a weary head Prison of ill-constructed misery Held by the Hand of Fate Release from here Nightmares Payment for ill-gotten gains

“Cloud of Darkness” Darkness clouds the mind Fiery breath exudes from the Soul Breathing out pain of knowledge Hidden costs of wisdom Pulling from its depths The obstructed path To escape To free itself Wanderlusting on the inside Unseen Frozen Masked by the roar of silence Spiraling into the Abyss Having brushed the face of Oblivion Now gifted with the knowledge of nothing Surrounded by many Alone Withdrawn from sight Engaging the torrential currents of the mind Emerging scathed and worn Blissful pain cascading to sullen existence Molded Shaped by being Seeking resolution Repeating the Cycle Over and over again.