TJDJ07's blog: "into darkness"

Being tortured, feeling as being locked in a room, one door to get in and out, no windows, feeling somewhat safe, knowing whats in the room is just you, but growing uneasy for being locked in the room, walls seem to start closing in on you, you pound on the door, praying someone hears you, but its like your in a sound proof room, nobody sees you, nobody hears you, nobody knows your there, growing more weary, you huddle in the corner, awaiting someone to just open that door, thingking you hear someones footsteps coming, you start pounding on the door, and only realize what you heard was your own heart beating, you crawl back into your corner, sitting there cured up in a ball, wanting, waiting, wishing someone to take your hand and rescue you from that room, now growing dark, but cant sleep, but still so tired, closing your eyes but thats all your doing, cant sleep, this room from being somewhat spacious, now feeling more of a cubby hole or small closet, When will this nightmare end????

Ok Ive seen that damn bulletin and email enough times where guys are to affraid to climb the tree for the good women, But you know what that door swings both ways. I've reposted that so many times and seen women reposting that or they want a nuce guy. But the fact is you wouldnt know what to do with them, you would end up treating them like yesterdays news papers, and using them for your birds cage to catch their shit then toss it out the next day. Now here is the real test who really has the balls to repost this repost it as " Rotten Apples " for those who this describes " Good Apple " For those who have found a good guy and is holding them close Or " No Apple " for those who are single and wouldnt know a good guy even if they bit you in the ass FOR THOSE WHO HAVENT READ ANY OF MY BLOGS OR DONT REALLY KNOW ME I SPEAK MY MIND YOU DONT LIKE IT TOUGH SHIT!!!!!!!! Ok I started this just as a bulletin and only one person reposted it so that tells me that really no woman has the balls to repost it and admit to themselves that DUH yea thats me then some of those joke too that it takes ten men to do the job of one woman HAHA BULLSHIT!! I can still run circles around you well except sucking dick because fuck that I dont do that shit FUCK NO I dont swing that way. But anyways Ive kept my standards very low and I attracted some pritty low shit my exfeionce' for one one of the biggest pieces of shit around and after that yes Ive brought my standards up because Im not going to deal with that shit any more. And I really hope this actually sinks in WOMEN take a really close look at yourself and really think about it and yes I know I have alot of piercings but you dont me. But honestly who is really picking low off that tree or fish in the sea who is really keeping carp and not trying to get a better catch why LAZZYNESS. So you think Im an asshole now probably but you know what I dont give a shit anymore so if Im single the next 4 yrs I dont give a FUCK at least Im gonna wait for someone that actually knows what they are getting and willing to climb that fucking tree or throw that carp back for the salmon. ****And I want all comments about this if it pisses you off I wanna know or if it opens your eyes I wanna know or if your that damn dense go get a bar stool turn it over and GO FUCK YOURSELF*********