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the world is cruel

emptiness and solemnity is all i feel i sit alone in the silence of my reality what can i do to change this i need a counter weight i need someone to make sense of my thoughts someone to clarify what i am interpreting as reality what is my mind coming to a mush of nonsense an interpretation of realty i cant make sense of the truth i need help i need someone to clarify what is going on please help me before i go insane thats all i ask please help me understand my reality life is to complicated for me to understand i need help if anyone is out there come to my aid help me!!!!
in an insane world the sane man must appear insane so what is sanity being able to keep your composure and not let the world hear your voices well i say fuck that let them get a glimpse of the inner you and judge for themselves what reality really is take them from there sheltered cage and let them feed with the wolves on the slop of humanity and what would they think then that they are crazy or would they realize that the world is a scary place outside of there little realm or in someone else's mind

a sliver of life

i start slowly drawing the blade across my wrist it feels so good almost intoxicating as i move down another inch deeper and deeper i can feel the blade tearing away my flesh as the warmth of my life force drips onto the floor i take a sample of my own blood silky sweet almost metallic as it dances around my tongue i go weak from the mere thought of this moment ending it must last for eternity i feel more alive than ever i hold my life in my grasp this blade is the only thing between me and my hell im losing it starting to slip back to reality i return the blade to its rightful place to slumber until i need its retribution again until i need another slip from reality to a plain of peace and tranquility until we meet again my old friend

massacistic heart

what the fuck is wrong with me i am going out of my fucking head i keep trying to go farther away and end up closer than before i guess im just a glutton fo punishment every time i think im over it this bitch calls me back and right back in the trap i fall is at the fact that i thrive on the pain or for some sick reason i love the bitch i cant figure it out but i continue on this manhunt for myself i will win if it takes my life i will win thats the problem its a fucking game im so tired of fucking games i want something that is real for once something straight forward not an enigma i just cant grasp but until then i will continue beating myself up and trying to figure out why oh well
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