Okay I had a dr appointment yesterday! It was just for normal tests like cholesterol and stuff like that. My doctor informs me that my Red Blood cells are high, but I smoke and that is common, She says yes but mine are higher than that and they keep getting higher everytime I get tested. She wants me to see a specialist OK good. I find out its an Oncology/Hemotology expert. Blood disease doctor so that just freaks me out. Anyway, I make an appointment with new guy. I go home and think well I will just look up High Red Blood Cells on internet. Major Mistake!
The crap it listed on there is scary!! I believe that my parents left me with all the crap genes of the two families!! LMAO Yes, I am the only child that has inherited every disease my family has to offer. Allergies to everything, Aneurysm, Stroke, and multiple other things... I swear I have been in a hospital every year of my life for one thing or another..!
One of the diseases listed on the web page for High Red Blood Cells is something I watched my sister-in-law die of not even a year ago. Enola, my sister-in-law turned 50 last year on September 19th and her birthday party was last time she was home. She went into the hospital and died there. She had Pulmonary Fibrosis (hardening of the lung)
This is what is scary before she died she told me I sounded like her (as in breathing) and since then many other ppl have commented on my breathing hard from doing nothing. I blame cuz I don't work or anything plus I smoke. Now I wonder all because of that stupid internet article. I wish I had never read it because now I am scared to death of knowing. I don't think I have it but it would be too ironic if I did. My husband wouldn't survive it! or at least I don't think so he was so distraught when I had the stroke.
Just reading the article and seeing the Pulmonary Fibrosis thing on my birthday and so close to hers made my heart sink! My friends Sweet Turtle, KDM, Natas and everyone that came to my page last night was such a blessing that cheered me up for a bit!
I thank them for that! Enola was/is my guardian Angel she is the one who was with me when my aneurysm broke it is because of her I survived and I didn't kill anyone that day! I was suppose to drive on a major highway when she stopped me from driving. God sent her to me!
Well anyway I have learned a lesson:
STAY IGNORANT AND DON'T LOOK UP STUFF YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT !!!!
