I was totally in awww, There's gotta be something wrong with him.i sent him one last message ,
anthony....
yea , i enjoyed our date
and there is nothing that could have made it better. i was shocked seeing you at church, i couldent quit thinking about you the whole time.well im getting off ,you have my number.feel free to call whenever.
caio~ Joslyn.
messaged sent ! i signed off,
I sat there for a minute wishing i could see him right then ,right now!
"the phone begins to ring'
hello!
hay baby!
O hi Tia Lydia....
Joz i was so happy you came to church today,you know you arent going no where with out involving the lord in your journey!
yes ti ti i know, is this why you called to preach the gospel to me?
No baby I just feel the urge to talk to you!
why tia you act like something's wrong! Are you ok?
yesss! im mean yes baby im fine!
oh ok.
well jos i wont keep you long, I just wanted to call and tell you i love you dare. and i was wondering if you were avaible for lunch this thursday?
umm sure Ti Ti.
ok 1pm ok
it's fine bye ti ti
bye baby..
after hanging up with tia lydia i decided to go for a walk, There's nothing like a long walk in the city at night. I felt so inticed the night had seduced me with it's mystery. I just walked and walked intill i found myself standing on the dock over looking the river. and as the waves rushed agianst the dock and roared, i becamed hypnotized and fell into the world of fantsay,as the rivers brisk wind blew my hair away from my neck, I imagined anthony walking behind me wrapping his arms around my waist as he presses his face in toward my neck and planted a kiss . my head fell back the stars filled my imagination with artistic seduction making my fantsay even more surreal, drifting me in and out of fantsay. as if i was replaying the best love scene i ever saw in my head only this time i was replacing the main stars with me and anthony,and the simple thought sent my body into a deep exploration of for his extacy. only finding my fantsay's have become a tease to my animal urge's.instead of the normal sexual fantsay he teased my body with kisses and friendly and playful touched, we held each other under the stars , and i can remember feeling so safe, as he whispered all the things i wanted to hear.
his words became more real and offbeat as i was still in my fantsay, i heard the words excuse me ms! i snapped back to reality to find a homeless man standing there . oh im sorry i replied, i was in deep thought, can i help you sir? i was wondering if you had a few cents you could spare? sure i reached my hand in my pockett and pulled out 2 dollars and some change, and placed it in his hands.as i wished him a safe and blessed night i walked away, heading back to my apartment.
