trixie's blog: "inside of me"

at the blacklight in seattle... Fabulous Fetish Friday hosted and produced by General Bec.... last act - me and 3 other sexy ladies had a food fight on stage... in heels, took each others clothes off, 9 cans of whipped cream and chocolate sauce, me and a girl writhing on the floor, licking the sweetness off eachother... where were you? 1st act - super sexy goth girl in a corset gets a massive flogging. yes, a real flogging. 2nd act - pvc, gas mask, big knives, miltary bitches fighting with the spy girls, military girls beating on the spy man... me in pvc and gas mask, topless, drenched in water, hot knife play and hair pulling. the other spy lost her pvc dress and got quite a nasty spanking, then they made her work the pole... the pole that was occupied by the pole dancers in between shows. 3rd act - sexy girl covered in hot wax and burning candles... where were you? NEXT FRIDAY @ Blacklight Vixen's Playpen Produced by General Bec and Georgia Myles Next Fabulous Fetish Friday...

things that make me sad finding out my coffee cup is empty bad pad thai dead batteries the U.S. goverment being sick locking myself out of my car large fast food corporations my empty answering machine roadkill vomiting (exept that one time when i was on acid and i threw up into a long neck bud bottle and it was so cool that it got me out of my bad trip) running out of gas sexual harassment stupid people violent people

august 29th, 2006, i celebrated 11 years of sobriety. cosmic coincedence: in pagan tradition, august 29th is the day Urda is honored. she is the eldest of the three Fates (Norns) and she represents "that which was". the runic half month Rad, which denotes the channeling of energies in the correct manner to produce the desired results, commences on august 29th. i freely tell people the details of my addiction and my recovery, if they want to know. unless they are stuck in a treament center or jail that i am speaking in, then they don't have much of a choice. the point is that i am not ashamed and often this has led to someone asking me how for help with their own addiction. this is why i still attend 12 step meetings.it is so i can help those who are new and those who are struggling, and so i can learn.

things that make me happy,again and more Current mood: amused limp dick's fries dipped in a dick's fudge sundae 11 inch fist thai food kittens bleeding breakfast in bed pretty dresses shoes days of the week panties being married writing coffee fruity tarts riding my bike coffee thrift store shopping orgasms smart water "fuck me santa fuck me santa... " Bad Santa nail polish veggie juice hot, salty, oily candlelit baths starfruit lipstick any food i've never eaten befor bling bling shag llamas the blues pvc feeding peanut butter to dogs manimal reverse/under cleavage hot fudge sundaes from dick's prozac saying rude things to unsuspecting stupid people chickens daisys shiny sparkly things tom green new york cheesecake masturbating coffee cups cloves dancing my pets peanutbutter truffle balls a gentle breeze on my skin rosemary being the only person in the theatre espresso brain plants sugar free bawls my aluminum christmas trees my farmer shirt dollar stores pearl snaps school girls fur nag champa, lavender, patchouli, sage, hippie stuff pygmy goats making body prints sporting goods the opening scene of NBK, especially "How sexy am I now?!" david sedaris my anubias nana getting flogged, beat, etc. sex toy/porn shopping cooking getiing gifts for people, doing things for my friends silky, or satin things vintage stuff pinup art feathers praying meeting new people the people i know fucking someone while they are on the phone (preferably talking to a boss, family member, clergy, coworker, telemarketer, doctor, etc.) then stopping as soon as they hang up and running for my life ice cream baby animals jelly fish driving swimming a good book geting into bed with freshly shaved legs and clean sheets