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I made this promo video for PiaPale of Compulsory Skin. I love Compulsory Skin! She is so amazing. She writes, sings mixes, does everything herself! My brother and I think she sounds/is in a way like a female Trent Reznor... Even more amazing is she has been making her own music since she was like 11. You can also see other video's I have made on youtube. www.youtube.com/love2reznor www.myspace.com/compulsoryskin www.soundclick.com/compulsoryskin

Current Mood: Hurt, Sad, & Gloomy. My confession: Because I'm diluted, perfectly flawed. I shall live by passion & not by law. And I'm insecure I need aggression to feed the spiders of perception. and I'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers. A cannibal in the new church of cancer. But I'm nothing special I'm not unique. I have many secrets & I eat the weak. And I'm at an end. I'm at an end... and there's… NO WAY OUT!! I need to find my sanctuary Someplace safe Gotta get this outta me This is my escape My confession: I think about it all the time. I'm volatile & afraid to cry. But I'm still not comfortable in my skin. And the anesthetics slowly wearing thin. And I need to talk to someone new. I need a different latitude. And I'm in this void all alone. Feeling needy hungry to go. But I'm suffocating can't come down and... no... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!! I need to find my sanctuary Someplace safe Gotta get this outta me! THIS IS MY ESCAPE!! All I see is sadness. All I see is sadness, what's left? This will teach them. This will teach them. You've got to: push. Push. PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!! FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!! You are not alone: - This is where I hide my power - This is where I become free - This is where I take control - And slowly choke your fantasies - I want to know my day is coming - See my enemies be punished - Shed my skin again - This will be my best revenge!! SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!! -Written By: OT3P

REFLECT THE STORM Shot for shot Let the bullet penetrate me It breaks life Tell me stories of gold and gods The precision in your voice Breaks the walls that I built Your eyes reach deep in life Take a chance Better cut much bigger than this A dark star Spend another day with me Get something that doesn't reflect It's dark, what I need I'll take the chance Bring me the calm When there's nothing Expose the dark side Awakened and emotional Expose the dark side Impossible to tame Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me Throw yourself into the eye of Chaos Infiltrate me Sneak out before I awake Take out the trash and burn it Try to find a beautiful place to lay These fragile bones of mine Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me When there's nothing Expose the dark side Awakened and emotional Expose the dark side Impossible to tame Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me Written By: In Flames

I am in love… I have been since I was a child… This is where my romance started, was early in life. I am talking love in depth, meaningful and pure… Not that "I think they love me," or "They have to love me," no this was something more… When first I felt "him," I embraced "him"… hugging hard as if to say "Never leave me," and "he" never did… I have had love surround me before, but felt the ulterior motive in their tone, or questioned their sincerity… But with this, no I knew… without a doubt… Because I love, I feel strong… I have courage to be who I am… I do not feel lonely, I have "him" with me always. "He" has never betrayed me or let me down, and "he" is always there when I need "him"… comforting me… and yet, "he" is with me… through the gashes, and the pain I have done unto me… as if to say "Go ahead, let it out and FEEL." I feel attractive… all in all because I love, I am me at my best, the best part of me emanates… This love I have found… touches my soul… it illuminates me… touches the very depth of my little, grey colored, withered heart… and makes it beat with excitement… and desire. "He" understands me. My senses are overwhelmed… I feel it, each and ever factor, of this beautiful thing… Through my hardships… "he" was there embracing my flaws, and sorrow and turning it into a drop of hope that grew, and then sustained me, it does still… I defend "him." Who are others to judge, "someone" that was there for me, when they were not? Who are they to tell me what my heart should feel and know… or better yet who can speak to my heart and in return make it sing? They cannot… This "him," this "someone" that has effected me so, and helped to mold me into who I am at this very moment… is MUSIC… it is the very thing that has filled my soul and continues to do so… With music, I am in love. Written By: Arianne

I have posted songs I have wrote before (via MySpace), and then I randomly delete and repost them. Some of you have read them, others have not. I have not wrote any songs recently… This was like 2 years ago… But I have some ideas for some, and need to get on it! Every time I retype/post this… I change the chorus around a bit, because I am not fully sure how I would like it to play out for sure… This song is about living in a small town and being ridiculed for who you are, narrow minds, and people trying to change you into someone they would like you to be. As well as not having the means (whether emotionally or physically) to change it. XO Prisoner Of Prejudice The snows so cold And everything around us is so white It all fades together Just like your perception of reality Always thought you knew me so well CHORUS: You did it You pulled this bullet right through me The truth always has a way to come bleeding through Trapped in your perception Prisoner of Prejudice Everything fades together And as the focus turns My eyes slowly close And the pain has slowly begun Trapped inside this hell You did it You pulled this bullet right through me The truth always has a way to come bleeding through Trapped in your perception Prisoner of Prejudice No way out His soul is starving for acceptance He is trying to claw himself free But he is choking on the lies You did it You pulled this bullet right through me The truth always has a way to come bleeding through Trapped in your perception Prisoner of Prejudice You sewed my mouth shut Keeping my hatred in Suffocated all that I am With my dying breath I'd rather die then let hatred live I AM A PRISONER OF YOUR PREJUDICE Written By: Arianne