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What are you waiting for?
As the blood leaks out and the air reaches in, the early feeling of death starts to begin
with a bullet lodged in your chest, you think of your life and hope for the best
You think of you family, you think of your friends
you start to get cold. you know its the end
With your eyes closed tight you start to cry
The last drop of your blood drips , and then you die
When I say I love you, it means I love myself enough to let that feeling become a reality once again in my life.
It's not to be measured against those words from anyone else, for they are not the same. Caring about someone so much that it enhances ones care for themselves is something not too often felt.
If you have ever been around a person who makes you feel like a better person just by being in their company, you know what I'm talking about. When someone can brighten your day by doing something so little as saying hello to you with a smile that comes from a deeper place than the muscle reaction to raise their lips over their teeth.
Caring about someone enough to not care about them for ANY of your own selfish reasons. Not basing your advice to someone by factoring in what you want. Being there for someone even if they aren't there for you in return and still answering the phone once you realize it. Being man enough to admit to them when you're wrong, when you're jealous or afraid.
Dealing with someone's inner demons as if they were your own. Sitting with them as they sleep and not thinking about doing anything else as to not wake them up. Looking at the best in someone despite the dark outer appearance. Looking past the bullshit stereotypes passed forth from others onto this person as well as the ones you passed onto them yourself.
Taking the fear out of the equation not asking "WHAT IF" and just do. Not waiting for the common conversation to take over where all you can do is wait till it's your turn to talk, about yourself none the less. LOVING SOMEONE WITH RECKLESS ABANDON. Caring from somewhere you forgot you had because you sealed walls so tight that not even in your own mind were you aware existed anymore. Hearing the words take me to the beach and parting with anything you thought you held dear to get there. Seeing a smile through the cracks of falsehood most people front. A real smile one that starts with the lips and ends with your heart smiling back at them.
Some day. We should all feel like this, maybe not forever, maybe not toward someone of the opposite sex. Maybe a child maybe a friend. Regardless we should ALL feel this way at least once in our adult lives so that we can take those times, those feelings of inner emotional bliss and walk away with them before something else comes along and steals the color from them.
Nothing can make you Unbeautiful.
This was written MONTHS AGO--------------For the first time in a LONG time I feel like this country has a decent chance at being successful and proud once again. I don't mean proud to hang a flag in our front yard because our neighbors did it. I mean proud to sit in a room and tell people from other nations that you are from the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. like it love it hate it whatever, truth is for the last 8 years this country has had a man who DESTROYED more forest than the 3 presidents before him set aside. He ran more than one oil company into the ground, he ran the Texas Rangers into the ground and he ran this country into the ground. To all the pissed off rednecks- Who the fuck are you to sit and blast someone for WANTING change. for promoting GROWTH. Please do not mistake my anger for misunderstanding or un-education. I know what you stand for, I know what you believe in and good for you for thinking gay is a choice carrying guns is a necessity . Making abortion illegal and yet sending the 18-25 year old men and women to fight and die for a war. 18-25 that is the next generation of men and women that will be running this country and you're killing them off NO PROBLEM. Gay marriage. hmmm Do i like it, No do I want to see it? NO. But BUT..... It has NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. Gay straight lesbian WHATEVER you may be you have a right to be married and FUCKING MISERABLE just like anyone else. People think that teaching gay marriage in school is going to be wrong and immoral. Well maybe if they taught our young people to be more accepting and open to other lifestyles they wouldn't grow up to be such ignorant hate mongers. Shocking reality YOU CANT TEACH CHILDREN TO BE GAY Just like no one had to TEACH you what and who you're attracted to. My step mom A devout catholic. She says to me last night. "I just don't think gay people should be married, they already have all the same rights." "It's a religious communion for a man and a woman" Then she says "that's just the way it is Joel, that's how its always been and it shouldn't change" hmmmmmmmmmmmm Ok going by that outlandish though process Women shouldn't vote nor should they drive Black people should still be slaves and we should all live in Great Brittan. I don't want to see 2 dudes playing tonsil hockey on a bench I don't want to see 2 straight people playing tonsil hockey on a bench for that matter. But I don't have to look. think of it as FAT PEOPLE IN SPANDEX It's there and its disturbing BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOOK. and you don't have to agree, BUT its their right as human beings. I want this country to start to recover from the last 8 years of failure. I want people who cant afford medical coverage to not be afraid to go to the hospital. I want my parents to KNOW that there is social security waiting for them when they retire. I want the brave men and women who fight and die for this country to once again be proud of what they do AND WHY they do it.
What does it mean to be a MAN? I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away. It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions. She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for. Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed) Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more than humping legs while we fumble around in some POOR girls pants like we are trying to solve a rubix cube. We move to the girlfriends. Always telling us that she's not property that she isnt some prize to be won. Well she's only HALF right, No one can OWN anyone else since the abolishment of slavery. The other half is that you are a prize to be won, and if some schmuck like me is lucky enough or tries hard enough to win a prize FOR FUCKS SAKE WOMAN let us have our moment. The generation of men raised by women is also the generation of women raised like men. They fuck for pleasure and fun, They have good paying jobs and credit cards. Women basically have no NEED for men in their lives, and have been told such since they were 5. "I am independant, I can stand on my own two feet, I don't need YOU to defend me or look out for me" Those were things actually said to me by my last girlfriend. OK SO WHAT THE FUCK AM I HERE FOR? If I can't provide for you if I can't watch out for you, If I as a MAN can not DEFEND YOUR HONOR without you thinking Im an over protective douche bag WHAT THE FUCK AM I HERE FOR? It is in mans nature to be the strongest fastest and most feared. No one can shake that from our DNA. But man have you ladies tried. :NOTE TO YOU: maybe JUST maybe if a man wants to look out for you or wants to defend your honor MAYBE it's for him. Maybe it's so that he can hold onto what little testosterone he has left in his body. Being self relient and independant is a good thing for everyone but there comes a time when you ladies just want to be women and us guys just want to be men. So women, ladies, girls, feminine men When your man feels like being MANLY do yourself (AND US) a favor, Just let him have his moment. Think to yourself before you snap into that Destinys child song What if everytime I wanted to be a woman he stepped in and stopped me. It is in your nature to nurture and to care and love, and it is just as much in our nature to fight defend and protect you and your rights and feelings as a woman
This must be what its like to be addicted to heroin
Its nice for a few days but then you dont care again
I led with my heart, you led with your words
the truth come from your lips? thats fuckin absurd
you played with my heart you fucked with my mind
All the shit you put me through, youre one of a kind
I will thank you for one thing you opend my eyes
and toughend me up to other's bullshit and lies
after all is said and done, im just glad to be rid of you
and thankfull for the memories despiste all that you put me though
Always trust your gut and never love a liar
I meant what i said, I wouldnt piss on your gums if your teeth were on fire
