As I sit in the corner thinking bout her and what she means to me. She’s my whole life and I can’t see myself wit anyone but her. I don’t want anyone else I can’t be wit anyone else it’s going to be unfair for them to compare to her. I need to stop thing right now and try to wait to see how everything plays out but I cant help but to think to hurt myself I scratch and clawed at myself hard enough to make myself bleed. But it still not enough I want the pain to go away but I can’t make it go away. I cried too much that my eyes a blood shot red and my head hurt so much. I cant sit here anymore I walked to the kitchen and looked around wit this blank stare trying find something to do more damage to myself but I cant but I need this pain to go away. So I grabbed the bottle of pills on top of the fridge. Oh wait I’ve been down that road before. And I could do something else that won’t kill me but just enough to hurt and reminded me not to do it again. I reached out for the knife and started from the elbow just to the mid point of my forearm. Damn that’s feels good the pain helps my other pain go away. I carved in my arm a few more times but the fuck I’m bleeding everywhere now. And it wont stop I’m feeling woozy. I got to get it to stop soon before this kills me. Damn I should’ve thought this out more but to late. I really need this to go away soon. I wish I didn’t do this or have to do this but it’s my doing. It’s starting to get dark in here. Oh man I’m dying. Damn its pitch black in here and I swear I left the light on. Man fuck I’m dead. Can someone wake me up now hello I know someone’s there save me please. Fuck no ones listening to me now. I’m sorry guys I fucked up and killed myself even though u might not hear me say this but I sorry I killed myself and if I could’ve do it all again I wouldn’t kill like I have. But it’s too late now I’m gone its ok if yall well never forgive me I understand. I love u all and I’ll miss being able to talk to everyone every again. Bye for now or until we meet again
From
Sick & Twisted
