why does this hurt so bad?
the thought of you gone...
why do I want to cry?
I was the one who left you all along...
After all...
I am sure you will haunt my thoughts...
my dreams...
my every day existance...
I won't ever forget.
how could I even forget?
I guess I deserve to hurt now...
Since I hurt you so much...
I hate myself...
I hate the thought...
I hate thinking...
I hate the fact that now...you are really gone.
I'm sorry...I never deserved you in the first place...
Why does this hurt so bad?
the thought of you gone...
Why do I want to cry?
i'm the one who left you all along...
I guess after all I will see you in my dreams.
