Dee's blog: "In my head"

Destroyer of my soul
Binder of my heart
I will take it all
pain.. misery.. darkness..
light.. hope.. love..
Everything sent my way
Demolish me
I will still stand
I will hold your shadows
when they wear me down
I will still stand
Always here
Never letting go
Bound are we
Drift slowly away
But you will see
Forever the light
Showing you the way
Back to that place
You hold it all
I will not break
When all seems shattered
Look again
Still here the spark
For you ...

I see the spark

maybe its muted to some

but in my head and my heart

its shines incandesent

lost in the tribulations

dysphoria

lost but not gone

hidden well

disguised to all

select few allowed

behind the facade

but i see i see

illumination

vehemence

benevolence

fervor

inumerable things to behold

veiled to most

but i see.........

 the radiance