Well, it's been a little over a month now since my co-worker/good friend Kevin killed himself, and I'm the one that walked in and found him.
He had left me a note in my friends door, which i didn't read untill after i found him. It said you never have to worry about seeing me again, by the time you read this I'll done be gone, and he was.
He put a shotgun down his throat, and blew his brains out. I hope someday these last images of him will leave my head, because they are driving me crazy sometimes. Just having a bad day today, because after work, I went to another friend of mines, that live right across the street from the apts he lived in, and I really didn't think it would bother me, but I guess i was wrong cause here I sit thinking about him, bummed out.
Anyway, Here's to you Kevin,
I wish I could of gave you the Love you needed from me, or you could of accepted the friendship Love I had to offer. I'll never forget you Buddy!
Thanks for the Birthday Ride, I'll never forget it either! R.I.P
