SASSY's blog: "IN LOVING MEMORY"

Don't grieve for me for now I'm free, I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took his hand when I heard his call. I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way I found the peace at the close of day. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joys- A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with the times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full I savored much, Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief Don't lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up your hearts, and share with me. God wanted me now, he set me free.

In Loving Memory of my uncle, Vernon Ingram of Irvine, Kentucky. My uncle was like a dad to me, after my dad passed away 2 years ago my dad's brother was the only person I could turn to for anything. I guess when you really think you have so great, for me I didnt. Dont let the pretty face or my career get ya and say that well look at her and how gorgeous she is any man would be honored to have her. Well I'm not as strong as I look. I have battled cancer and a child all rolled in one. My uncle taught me to never fall in love unless I knew right then he was the one to care for me, to accept God, to always follow my heart, never mixed lust for love. It really hurts to know now he was right. I have someone in my life that I care about that I love and someday want to marry. It hurts to know now that he is gone and my heart has taken a different turn. I know in my heart he is in a better place and God will take care of him. My pain in my heart and the memories I carry around everyday. I turned to God last night and thanked him for giving me my last words with him. The doctors kept him on life support just long enough for me to get there, I held his hand as I cried, I told him that I loved him so much and I didnt want him to leave me. But I knew he was weak and wasn't going to last very much longer. So as he grasped. I told the doctor's to release the life support. And let him go freely. He squeezed my hand and a tear rolled down his face. The room was quite and the machine went flat line. But just for that moment I knew I had to be strong. Thank you to all my friends on here, I will keep your prayers in my heart.