Heres my pain for all to see,
I express it with a smile.
I wear this smile to cover up
how life dont feel worthwhile.
Another day I ended up in
and nothing seems to change.
Same old path like yesterday.
It cant be rearranged.
Im tired of this nagging feeling
thats pulling at my heart.
It feels like I am breaking down
and I dont know where to start.
My life is like a fucking game
and I lost my other half.
I search and search like I am blind,
and I cant find my path.
Im stuck inside this fight with me
to feel alive somehow.
Because as of now I feel so dead.
Change? I dont know how.
See this is me, hallow and bare,
stripped from things in my past.
Reflections of identity.
How much longer can I last?
Im falling faster and more each day
every time that I open my eyes.
I hide within my hallow shell
so noone will hear my cries.
