Deep down in my heart
I could feel the pain
I tossed and turned restlessly
I could feel the shiver in my spine
An unknown uneasiness
A silent fear.
A feeling so strong
So real
i was in pain
Blood dripping from my wrist.
Oh my god!
What did i do.
Why didn't i think of the happiness
The world has yet to give me
Oh my god!
I broke down on my knees
With fear
Tears of guilt,pain
The fear to die
Why did i have to do this.
My voice didn't give way to scream
I was feeling numb.
Everything was going to end.
A weird insecurity
The chills of death
Bit by bit
I was sweating in the cold winter night
I could feel my soul
parting my body
I was leaving
Oh God!
I am leaving my love,my parents,
and My brother to your care
I am silently losing strength
My body nearing stillness
I am placing it in your hands!!!
