this is whats going on if anyone cares. I'm working my as off lately and haven't had time to be online much. when i do get on all i get is hell for not being around. It's like if your my true friend you'd understand, that my mom and dad are sick,and between takeing care of them and trying to pay my bills i don't have time for me. I'm all my mom and dad have because my brothers are to busy with their own lifes. The last damn think I need is for people who say they are my friend and love me is for them to jump down my throat and say i'm lieing to them,that what i'm saying i'm doing i'm not. so back the fuck off ok,i'm close to the end of my rope and right now i need people who really give a shit about someone other then them!!